我对不起袮

上帝，我对不起袮。
我逃避，我一直找借口，不去亲近你。
身边的人都不去团契。
而我，似乎爱上了“事属”的一切，它们，似乎比较attractive。
但是，我不可以这样，不不不，撒旦，请你走开！
大家，为我祷告。
我，似乎，把人、物，看得比祂重。
我我我。。。不知道应该怎么办。
主，帮助我，更加仰望依赖主你自己。
教我更加亲近你。

It's 1st of July!!!

It's almost one month already studying at kampar (8more days later) Hmm.. How's life? Actually so far, everything good! Hmm, only that, very tiring cycling to school! Some more, very hot! Hmm.. Okay, 1st of all, I thanks God that He answered my prayer, that's He gave me a good friend that is always willing to be with me, she's ming jia ( A very cute girl ) I thanked God that I have her always together with me! Of course, I got very nice coursemate, like "hua ting" and also "shi lei", they are very nice, of course others that i didnt mention, they are also very nice too! PTL! Okay, then hmm..

Hua ting, shi lei, me, ming jia

Good, I also got very very very x10000000 nice housemate and "neighbour" -Wan ting, ya chee and zhen yuh! Especially wan ting, she cares so much about me, what to eat or what what! They are so nice!!! Too bad, i seldom spent time with them!  Thanks God to have them! Bless each one of them, Father!

Dinner together

How's my life?

Okay, got class then go to class, after that, back home, do some revision or homework then online, that's it, seldom out, too lazy, and ask ppl "dapao" for me for my dinner! Haha! In chinese, we called this kind of ppl " zai nv", right? =D

It's all about food here! Haha! Here's the picture of the FOODS~~~

  

Chicken chop

  

                                        Hokkien mee.                     Mee goreng with egg prepared by Ya chee.

And I have the WORST dinner tonight! T.T

Guess what? I ate half packet for my lunch, Then i ate another half for my dinner and add some beans~ so pity hor??

Ok then, enough for food! I am involved with some serving in the church! Having tambourine practice tonight!

Alright, I admit, I do miss my dad, mum, sisters, I miss my dad's cooking alot! I miss them, I miss the time when I back from school, meals were prepared! Dad n Mum! Love you all! Also, my cousins, miss them, every saturday night! Our gathering! Miss all those kids, of cuz, biao jie biao jie biao shao them too!!! 

Lastly, I miss a person from Bintulu too! Hehe, Guess who? (tips: a guy!) =DDD

Oh yeaaaa, Guys, Friends, Am going back to Bintulu SOON~~~

When? It's .. Erm.. Among July to Octorber!

Date? It's.. Erm, 1-31, in between, got 2 weeks, u guys guess lo!!! Haha (其實有講=沒有講！）

Count-ing down!!! Back to Bintulu!!!

I am a UTAR Student!!! PRove!! There's my ID card~

                                                 

                                                        The day i slept on the floor~

To PaPa

Dear daddy, happy Father's day!
Too bad I can't celebrate with you this year.
I rmb-ed last year we celebrated it at Uncle Edward's house right?
I really thank God to have you as my dad!
You are the best dad ever!
Word can't describe how great you are, I love you dad!
I pray that our God continue to lead you and guide you,and most important is, pour His blessings upon you!
Dad, here's a Father's day gift for you my dear! Pa, I LOVE YOU! MUAKS!

Click into the picture and see what will happen? =)

Foods~ =D Yummm~

Okay!!! Hiiii, it's me!!! Haha, foods here.. hmmm!
Ok, the foods here are really really cheap, pay sikit, eat dao u song song, haih, sienz, sure put on weight! Ok, nvm! muahahah! cuz i love to eat!

yesterday,thursday,a busy day, class then free, free then got class, 4 lessons in between rest one hour each! then, i din eat my lunch when 12pm-1pm, toooooooooooo many ppl at the cafeteria. So, at around 3pm hungry.. then guess what did i eat? So SAD! MAGGIE MEE with egg! LOL! PITY PITY! Rm2, cheap lar! but... too bad, maggie mee for teabreak+lunch..This is my first meal in school!

The school is very very big, got alot of blocks, nearly all blocks got a cafeteria! The biggest one is Block C! Damn big!

Having lunch with my friends at school! so cheap, 3菜-Rm3, 2菜-Rm2.30. The girl beside me is very very cute and fair, my coursemate, she's damn cute! =D from johor!

okay okay, u know what?! tonight's dinner! SARAWAK KOLO MEE?!?! Wow, it cost rm5.60! Nvm i tried, because i miss my hometown ma, but then zhen yuh scold me : 傻的！！！

 

Comment : i miss kampua in bintulu !

famous food in kampar: Bread Chicken(面包鸡)

Sweet dessert from wan ting! she's so nice!                  Durian from zhen yuh!! TASTE SO GOOOOOOOD
Love her so much!                                                         Thanks!


Additions : * Ini bukan food ya
Hari itu, aku sedang bathing, then.. water flow out from the toilet, i duno.. so dangerous.. let's c what's going on...

                                                   I

It's actually like this                                                           The water all flow out

1st day to Utar

Okay, so, this morning i woke up at 615am, prepare everything, cycled to school with Wan Ting(My housemate,also from btu) at 715, we reached school at 735, imagine how far the school is with our house. She brought me to my class! 1st tutorial class I made a new friend, she's from somewhere ipoh there, name Jesina(i cant remember,smth like that,Haha!) Then i met a sabah ppl too! Wow! So happy! So then 8-9am maths and 9-10 chemistry class! Then i cycled back with a girl named "Ming Jia" ,a very cute girl, also my coursemate! When i back home, mum used bicycle and go out dapao and buy things! okay, spent whole afternoon at home with nicol n mum! then to school again at 530pm, this time i am alone! I cycled very very very fast! Haha! Wow! Sweat, the weather here very hot! even though not hot, cycle till reach the  school, u sure sweat too! 6-8pm class! Okay, to9 i manage to know more ppl, 4 boys! Wow! I praise the Lord, i kept pray ask God to give me new friends! He answered my prayer! PTL!

Oh ya, there's a joke, Mum gonna dry the pants and bra on the window, then accidentally dropped a bra, it's on the roof! oh dear oh dear! Then called mr wee climb out to the roof and take! This is sooooooooooooooooooooo funny! Hahahahaha!

and now...
I've been crying so long, i cant stop crying..
Because, tomorrow, mum and nicol will be leaving, going to shah alam for one night, then back btu on wednesday! I am really sad! I gonna miss them alot.. alot, really  alot...
I love you mummy and nicol!!!

Thank you!

1st of all, I wanna thank God for sending these people to me, am so glad to have them..
Of course,1st is to Thank God for his grace and mercy and love for me!
Daddy, thank you for everything that you have given me, read your msg, i cried, my heart was really heavy to leave you, i miss you alot, but once, i rmb u told nicol before, "If you miss a person, pray for that person." So, I know God is with you.. I love you dad!
Mum, thanks for accompanying me to go here, helped me to settle down everything, buy everything and also sorry for always not listening to you. Mummy, thank you for all that you'd given to me.
Bette Jie, although we seldom contact, but i know that you always rmb me in your prayer, thanks my dear sister, love you!
Nicol,Ana jie love you! Gonna miss you alot!


Haha baba, thanks for your angpao, Mei jie, thank you for your gift,there's love and care in it, Ping Gor and Ing Jie, Thanks for the advice and also the cute little bag! And also other  relatives and cousin! Thanks for your support!!!

Aunty Sia, thank you for the "gift" too!

Friends will appear at somewhere else!

Love all of you! Thanks! I shall always remember what you people had given me, and I shall be more hardworking in my studies!
Once again, thank you all! ;-)

                                                Gifts from cousin~

1st day in Kampar

Okay, today, I woke up at 7smth, then went to airport around 8, after everything done, went for breakfast at the cafe at the airport, oh ya, then saw my frenz, Wow, touched actually, but i tot more to come? haha, fine, nvm, it's enuf, dont be so greedy, here, i wanna thank 4 of u, wei,yii,gio,zhen hong, thanks! Nth to give back to you all, but i pray that God will greatly bless u guys! Hmm, hugged daddy, owhh, i missed him alot! Love him very much! arrived at kl at 1130am, using skybus to kl sentral, we got 4 big luggage, 2 backpack, with 1 baby, oh dear.. this was really tiring handling those stuff.. hmmm.. after that went to kfc for lunch at around 130pm, mum went to buy ktm train, alright 330pm's ktm ticket bought, but in the end, the train delayed and we start our journey to kampar at 405pm! Sigh, msia transportation... Zzz, fine dont wanna talk bout it.. okay, we reached the station at kampar. Guess what???!!! Stairs!!! OMG! how should i describe it? Okay, like u r at shopping mall, from the ground floor going up to the 2nd floor, then come down again to the ground floor, ya, that's the stairs we need to go through from the station and to the outside! but rmb, shopping mall is using escalator, but here, the stairs are stairs, the original stairs, not moving that kind! hahah! Oh dear, this time... how how how, mum , me n baby, how r we going to take all the luggage up and down? oh dear dear dear, THEN!!! I should said, everything was God's grace! A guy saw our situation, he helped us!!! Then, also,an indian woman helped us!!! WOWOWOW! Praise the Lord! The everything solved! hehe! after that the guy who earlier helped us take the luggage then sent us to my house, 1954, hmm, then zhen yuh them were waiting for us, and helped us to carry those luggage, wow, finally~ To be cont.....